Continued Joy....

It's Saturday morning and I am up and going..... I don't understand how...... but I am. The girls both have a soccer game this morning. Grandma is coming to get Ryan bright and early. And Joe will get up at 4 am to get ready and go to work. Great relaxing day for a Saturday...... I guess it can't always be a relaxing weekend.

The girls are excited about their games. Kaitlyn didn't even know about hers. She didn't get a call about when the practice was or when the game was. It is a good thing we know where to look for the schedule (on their website). I hope they will have her uniform there. She hasn't gotten that, either. She loves her soccer, and this is disappointing. She is the only girl on the team, but that didn't bother her. Last years coach spoiled her. He was dependable and sweet. His wife was wonderful also..... I guess we all got spoiled by her spring season......

To date, I have lost 38 pounds. I don't believe it! It just seems to melt off. I eat pretty much what I want, but when it doesn't matter to me, I eat low glycemic foods. This seems too good to be true. I am in control instead of my stomach. I feel so much better. I am still tired, but I can get up and move around easier. I was upset last night when I went shopping for yet more clothing because I felt like I had done so much work but I still look fat. I have gone down 2 sizes in pants and shirts. A lot of my clothes are too big. I didn't think that I would ever feel this way, but I am tired of shopping for clothes! I guess you can never make me happy...... I had bought such cute things and now they don't fit anymore...... :o)

I guess since I am up already, I need to do some work on the house...... I got up because I wanted to make sure Joe had clothes to wear. I went to sleep when we (Kaitlyn and I) got in. I was so tired! After work, I ran home and came to get Madison at school. She wasn't there so I came home and found my mother in law taking laundry to her truck while she thought I was working. I know I'm a terrible housekeeper, but to humiliate me like that..... This is the third weekend in a row that she has done that. She took the girls school clothes and sheets and towels. Joe also gets mad when she takes laundry, because it makes him feel bad. Of course, the blame is put on me.... So there are bad feelings all around. Oh well, yet more to worry about along with work being so unstable, soccer all the time, my children not behaving, me worrying I'm not spending enough time with them, and my husband always being gone. I also worry about his back and upcoming probable surgery. I guess I will take everything with a grain of salt and keep going like always. Grandma just wants to help me take care of her grandbabies, the kids know that I work to take care of them, at work-everything will settle once I finally find a permanent position, Joe has always been on the go and will be fine with all the medical help Jean will make sure he has..... Happy Saturday!